Still yet, I see his haggard face,
His pain—the suffering—at his end;
My God! Spare me that dark fate’s friend!
And on I walked across a field,
Once grass and rocks and dirt;Each step through granite stone and bone
Gave wince with someone’s hurt.
And grieve, ye son!
Tis time of death;
Hold fast Dad’s hand with his last breath;There’s chance to mourn and time to cry. . .
And kiss the soul with last goodbye.
At last I saw it tinted pink,
The stone that bore her nameI came to stand at Mother’s grave,
Filled with useless shame.
They crowded round his bed and prayed;
I held his hand and long I stayedWith brother talking of our Dad
Until we knew his soul had fled.
But Mother died alone with God;
It shouldn’t be that way.No tears I’ve shed; I choke them down,
For guilt might wash away.
One day comes tears for Mom deserves the best;
I cried as Dad joined God in final rest;
I know that both are Heaven touched and blessed.I cried as Dad joined God in final rest;
I can’t forget the lonely way Mom passed.
--Monty Wheeler